It is not..

Two more days will be my first final exam paper. Until now, the mood has been swinging up and down, and feel uncertain to work hard for the exam. Exam will just finish in two weeks 3weeks time, but only 4 official days will be my exam day.

Here we goes...
04th of Jan 2012
05th of Jan 2012
10th of Jan 2012
16th of Jan 2012

After all, you'll be off until 19th of Feb 2012, it sounds like the holiday will be more than one month long.
Ya, it is..

Another things, I hope it is not. I've been just recovered from fever that last for 2days and stop in between.
Anyway, I found out the red rashes develop but, without hesitate, let us pray together to bring me through out from this. I need this seriously.
Ya, hopefully it is not the kind of d***** fever.

New breath

I was down few days ago. My body totally out of my control resulted myself in fatigue condition. Headache attacked, followed by muscles of the eyeball was in pain while, back pain causing lower limb to be affected. Well, it seems like unexpected case will happened to myself. I was trying to deny it.

Lately, my body was recovering from day to day. Extra care and attention been given by the person who stay close with me. I did very grateful. At once, I was almost blackout, and then felt the uncontrollable nausea feeling which subsequently put me knock out in the displeasure position. I was deeply in shocked. The incident might happened in just a few seconds, it was extraordinarily amazing, but I won't take it for the second time. 

Seems right now at the moment, I feel like wanna share some personal feelings towards the last day in 2011 calendar, life is getting much more difficult if to compare when I was a little boy. At that moment, we live the day with full of attention of others, lot of loves from our parents, unlimited personal problem, joyfulness every single moment that we shared among the peers around, and it was so touching. 

All these has to be a part of our past stories, and it just can be recalled as memory. We have only can remember all the sweet memories carve in our heart, but for the present there is a continuous wave that comes and go that will never end, as the live of human being will never escape from problem. We just can meet the present and think for the future in better form. The main thing is, in order to make our future in a better way, what we need to do is to make sure we are doing presently in good way.

So let us wish together, in order to have a good year ahead in the year of 2012, we must do good, treat good, drink good, eat good, sleep good, think good, perform good, behave good, study good, and all good in a sense with the right mental attitude to make sure we must show a good sign to be good man. Tougher day  are all those unexpected days will come, solve today puzzle only can let us move on one step further to solve tomorrow puzzle. 

Wishing everyone have a enjoyably and smoothness of their life in the year of Dragon 2012. Happy New Year 2012.  

Gosh *** lately don't be a lazy worm ok

It needs brave, determination, courage, confident and calm in order to work this out. The same thing happen to Michelle. What can boost me around with the study enthusiasm right now, alright, remember that it's really left for a week to have these final papers.

Screw you man ! Put all the sort of entertainment aside, focus right now, right here and right at the moment.
Cheers ~.~.~.~

Best wishes

Exam again, and yet just around the corner. 

Pray hard do the best for it. Nothing to be worry at the moment, offer has to wait until next week, 

writing will be update sooner or later. Go..go..go..

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Ipoh Nam Heong Old Town White Coffee

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Ipoh Sun Yuan Foong White Coffee

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Lou Wong Bean Sprouts Chicken (Nga Choi Gai) @ Ipoh

Restoran Lou Wong Tauge Ayam Kuetiau

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11st November 2011

I went for an interview...

I thought this was a special day, but ended up a tragic cases...It's been unforgettable moment that I couldn't secure myselfwith the job offered...I definitely disappointed over myself as I not even not fully prepare but more like giving myself too much stress and pressure instead of others...

I do really hope to get this job ever and ever...Eventually...IT"S FLOP...what a sad day...I need some time to recover...it's really pain deep inside my soul, my mind and my heart of course...It's my bad at the first party as I don't think that I did good during the session...too many things playing in my mind after the occasion...

God...
Please bring me out...I'm stucked inside...I was not aware and realize of the importance of preparation mentally and physically...I was thinking a lot of things...It's not good...I need some advise...I need some freshen air...I need someone to be there for me...I want to cover up my face and wouldn't want to face it...What a shame man ? You're man...show me your ability..prove to the world, it's not only the world has given you the opportunity...It's yourself never appreciate the chances been given by others...

Don't blame other people doing either good or bad...Be calm..be rational..be alert.. be enthusiastic..be energetic..be self-motivated..be an outgoing man..be a better man of course and the most important just be yourself...Do you know how close you are to the success when you fail..beat it up..stand up and wake up yourself...

In reality world man, chill....no one will give you a chance to survive if you not let yourself...Nobody will laugh if you're not laughing at yourself...No one is perfectionist...The main thing is, no matter what happen, it's just a test been proven to be giving to be tested..and you get fail to get this through...Time will prove everything...Don't care what other people think about you, doing something uneasy in front of you because they don't think it's hurting yourself because all of these mindset is creates by your own imagination...

There are so many opportunity...dont' give up easily...fight against the challenges, and I'm pretty sure those challenges can beaten up easily if you prepare yourself...Do you recognize this ?

LAW OF ATTRACTION...

Do you ever know...if you think you can do it, of course you can aim your goal and achieve it... I pray hard for you man...that's the way man...to survive...

Finally i finished off my proposal part..Just submitted to my supervisor...
but i still feel uncertainties in term of looking for phantom studies or human studies...
sample sizes require ?
MOH letter...permission letter...ethical approval...

I'm tired physically and mentally...in coming next two weeks time i need to present
radiotherapy , diagnostic imaging and proposal presentation...

later on, chapter 1 to 3 of my thesis and mini thesis of inter vascular radiotherapy..

work it out !!